I’m Off to See The Wizard…

See the old lady pictured above, in the tacky, collared shirt, adjusting the guy in green in what looks like a Catholic (see cross) yoga class for old people (see all the grey hair)? My dear friends, I present to you: Noëlle Christiaens-Perez. On Monday, I am off to Paris to pay her a visit.

The story of Noëlle will emerge over the next few weeks and months here, but suffice it to say, she tortured me and made me cry is one of the people who miraculously cured me of four years of chronic back pain. As many of you know, at age 27, while working as a professional dancer and yoga teacher, I herniated two discs in my lumbar spine, which caused crazy amounts of sciatic (or nerve) pain down my leg, and made even the simplest things — carrying groceries, sex, sitting through movies — super challenging. For four years, I did everything I could think of to fix my body: physical therapy, acupuncture, eating less pork and more Omega-3s, drugs, modified yoga, meditation, wishing on stray eyelashes. Finally I broke down and had surgery, but it was ultimately deemed a failure. All in all, I took my clothes off for more healers than lovers, which was nothing short of depressing, considering I was a single, twenty-something New Yorker. I did, however, discover one perk of undressing in an office rather than in a bedroom: you were happy when the examiner told you what was wrong with your body.

And then.

(This is the part where I’d roll my eyes, but this is all true, so just hold on a sec.)

A wonderful friend who had also had a back injury derail her life in her twenties pulled B.K.S. Iyengar’s iconic book, Light on Yogaoff my bookshelf. She turned to p. 170. (Dear reader: Go ahead, open yours, I’ll wait.) I didn’t know that anyone other than B.K.S. Iyengar — in nothing but his skivvies and his thick unibrow — was pictured, but there was Noëlle, at age 30, in Paschimottanasana, seated forward bend. Her face is being crushed into her thighs, because Mr. Iyengar is balancing in a quasi-handstand on her back, his hands scooping around her ribs.

They looked like a Chinese circus act.

Noëlle, I found out, was B.K.S. Iyengar’s first Western yoga student. We’re talking 1959 here, people.

When I met her in 2009 in Paris, she was 84 and living in a tiny flat near the Eiffel Tower, running the Institut Superieur d’Aplomb. (Have I mentioned that she’s French?) The whole thing was beyond strange — for now, I’ll just say that she was eccentric — but I was desperate. The kind of desperate that only comes after years and years of wishing you lived in a different body. 

But after two months of intensive postural work, Noëlle got me out of pain. How? We didn’t do a single yoga pose. Instead, she re-taught me how sit, stand, and walk, and I felt like I had been reborn. On Monday, I’m going back for a tune-up and to conduct some interviews with her for my thesis-slash-book on the subject.

One day soon I’ll tell you all about it, because don’t we all want to live without pain?

Till soon,

xo

6 thoughts on “I’m Off to See The Wizard…

  1. Rebecca says:

    Ok, I’m officially addicted to your writing. And having fairly recently joined the chronic back pain party, am counting down the days till I can read your book. In the meantime, you’ve inspired me to hit the pool. And thanks for the pranamaya-for-family-vacations tip. That’s going to come in handy next week.

  2. Tam Harbert says:

    Please keep me informed of the progress of your book. I, too, am a writer, and I have two herniated discs, which I’m not sure how I got but I suspect too much forward bending (without proper form) during yoga had something to do with it. Also, sitting at a desk hunched over a keyboard doesn’t help. I have been through the wringer in search of pain relief, am now in a good place after working with a PT who specializes in the McKenzie Method. But it’s only been a couple months and I’m not sure if this relief will last . . . .

    I blog, too, on the freelance life. My website, if you’re interested: http://www.tamharbert.com.

    I have followed you on Twitter.

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